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| its the school holidays
for farrk sake..
FINALLY??
its already thursday of the 1st week..
dam that means we have 11 more days till school
shit.
..i never even bothered to think about that..
and i have homework, sacs and studying to do..
-shot-
-dead-
OKAIII BACK TO NORMAL AMANDA BLOGGING STUFF TO SAY
well this week was pretty awesome, kinda
monday;; watch Hana Kimi, yummy <33
tuesday;; went to wave pools with Justin, Maria and Aleana in the city and bummed around
wednesday;; crashed at Maria's place to watch Norbit and just laugh and laugh and do shit, with Lambros coming over to see Aleana
today;; city with Angeline (who i haven't seen for a bloody year) and Aleana, went around the city, bummed around basically
so yeah..
but the best thing that made me wanna blogg today is two things
first - I WANNA DRESS GOTHIC/LOLITA NOW!
second - i wanna get drunk/have fun to FORGET ABOUT HIM
why do i wanna dress gothic/lolita?
well its all thanks to visiting a store in the city called 'shibuuya'
a gothic/lolita store, yes yes =]
and it had these cool jeans and top that i just wanna go around wearing!
so imma go tomorrow to get a job with Steph and get some money to get them!
..and also some money for other stuff, ahem..
and yes imma go get drunk and have loads of fun these holidays
YAY!
haha already have alcohol at my place, MOM bought it for me =3
naww i feel special
NAAH, its because mom wants me and my sister to get used to -drinking- just incase stuff happends
and Maria and i are gonna plan a drinking party, so AWESOME!
and have fun?
well tomorrow imma go watch movie with Steph (Step Up) and on tuesday theres a ramen party at Banessa's and were gonna go sleep over ;)
WOO!
and not to mention the beach, also planning with Maria
and why am i so out there now?
as i said before, to forget him
WHY DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS?
i dunno, don't ask
leave me alone to have some fun to clogg up my mind
and thats all i'll say, other than to rephrase what me and Angeline said
its funny..
Angeline: why are there no more emo's near flinders station
Amanda: because, tourists would think that the melbourne's flinders station is filled with scary looking people, would be bad for the melbourne major.. you know, that asian guy
Angeline: oh yeah, oh yeah! haha, its kinda funny how the tourist might think of the emo's as scary
Amanda: well they do look scary
Angeline: haha but its not like their gonna attack you
Amanda: oh but they do look scary! people can think that
Angeline: not everybody is like that you know
Aleana: yeah, emo's are just stereotype people
Amanda: haha yeah, anyways.. some of them are so cute
Angeline: haha yeah true!
Amanda: makes you wanna go up to them and pinch their cheeks and say 'aww your so cute'
Angeline: haha yeah true, but maybe some of them aren't so nice.. might actually be mean
Amanda: true.. they are mostly sad people
Angeline: yeah, when they hide in the corner and all..
Amanda: since it makes them feel more, themselves
Angeline: and if you go up to them they might bite you
Amanda: haha like if i go up to them and try to pinch their cheeks they'll bite
Angeline: and start swearing
Amanda: and most likely they'll get their razor blades on us..
Angeline: haha yeahh
Amanda: which can like only reach around 2 meter range
LOL
Amanda: call 000!
Angeline: why??
Amanda: theres to many 0 rated guys around the area
.....and to finish off......
 ^ i want that bear, either the panda or blue onePLEASE =3 | | |
| falalalalaa~
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i think my sciatica's getting worse
oh crap.
i think Sofia's one of those people i'll never understand
she scares me sometimes.
the wife of martin guerre is a fucked up book
seriously, the characters have no life.
27% complete for the friggin story
it's gonna take another year or two to finish
damm.
wow.. the feeling i had when playing basketball after school was, awesome
brings back old memories with me in my old team
hah.. too bad my sciatica got in the way
fucking hell, today's Soundwave with All Time Low, My American Heart && Boys Like Girls!
my three friggin fav bands
and i couldn't go
-sad face-
:(.
graphics if fun
yayyy
but perspective drawings aren't
boooo.
✂---scissors are fun to play with---
too bad about the side effects.
myspace is the shyts
=]
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boo
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| i officially declare that school now
-------sucks-------
+ we have to many homework, its driving me mad!
+ also their due dates are so close.. the longest i had was 3 days =o=;;
+ books are heavy, which be VERY annoying when carrying them home
+ period zeros, why the hell did the school systems even created them? i don't mind after school but come on..
+ oh and the teachers, yes the teachers especially.. most of the ones i have DON'T MAKE SENSE, i also have two difficult teachers, both for very important subjects (english and math)
UGH
..i feel like i belong in tafe..
and also, my socialising skills have gone down to the drain
so socialising with the two new friends i have, is very, VERY hard to do
one of them thinks i'm someone they can annoy by being annoying himself/herself
while the other one thinks he/she can just be a duckling and follow me, when everybody whos been around me KNOWS i HATE that
i try to tell them, but the way i say it can easily hurt them oh so easily
i have my ways with making people hate me oh so easily, i can even do it to my own self
..and i hate doing that __ __;;
onto other notes;;
i decided to change this year
&& the one thing i'll be doing most, which may hurt a lot of people, will be saying more truths instead of lies
yeap, this can vary in many ways..
but i'll let wandering minds understand that in their own ways
side notes;;
i need to find someone who inspires me before i explode wih a big fail in english
*sigh*
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| ugh.. schools in four more days
well, even though i had around 10 weeks off school, i still feel like i need a bit more time
cause when i go back to school, i have to face work, face pressure, face people i don't wanna see
but most of all
..face him..
even though i already told myself "don't start this stupid thing all over again"
it could strike back again, since its something i may not control
ugh.. i just wish sometimes can just move schools or rarely come to school, or even better not be in any of my classes
.......i don't wanna go back to liking him again.....
meh
i just visited a website that i havent been on for a while, an art one
www.deviantart.com
ugh, sometimes i love it, and sometimes i hate it so much
why?
because i'm kinda an artist as well
i just draw stuff.. in pencil
yeah..
and i hate looking at good artists that are better than me, i just do
yet again i love it, since they can inspire me and help my drawings
dam..
i wish i had a tablet and photoshop
*sigh* now i know why i haven't been on it for a while
but when i looked at it, to artists i know posted a 'shout out'
and it interested me..
but not like i'm gonna post it here, hah if i did, i would regret it even though it would relieve me
thats because some secrets aren't meant to be revealed
....sometimes i wonder why my mind just floats to different topics from topics i talk about....
they say my creativity in life is unique, i say its driving me crazy
why??
because, i think of one thing to do then go to another and forget the other
=A=;;
which reminds me, what should i be when i grow up?
an artist? if so i need to dedicate my time on drawing
a writer? if so i need to dedicate my time on english, grammer, punctuation and story formats
a veterinarian? if so i need to dedicate my time on biology, chemistry and zoology
a researcher? if so i need to dedicate my time on geography, the world and history
a musician? if so i need to dedicate my time on whatever instrument i choose and music itself
...but then again, i want a life where everyday is fun and full of new things...
i wonder which one of these will fulfill me with that wish
*sigh*
dam.. i typed to much..
god dammit, i hate it when i think too much
oh well back to my game
*plays Tales of the Abyss*
"You're all I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home
You're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay"
Miserable At Best by Mayday Parade
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| writing a story's hard you know?
i'll finally admit that..
and why am i talking about it? cause i'm writing my own story, thats why
but i must say, its harder than you think cause its already been like almost two years since i'm writing this
took me a year to figure out a perfect storyline
took around half a year to get the characters name/looks/personality perfect for the story
took two months to know who's is the good guys and who's the bad guys
and now its taken me a couple months to even start PLANNING every single chapter, and so far i'm up to my 43rd chapter
my chapter goal? more than a hundred =]
with six different parts
and i'm almost half way, also knows as almost finish my 2nd part
nice nice~
...that's all i'm gonna say for now...
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